don't know

sometimes I realy feel I want to speak English

especially somebody I know speak English even his/her English is not really good though

I feel some kind of displeasure...jealous

maybe I envy him/her because I cannot speak English. I mean I did not have a opportunity to speak English.

Actually, I am not supposed to make any chances to meet new people.
In reverse, I tend to avoid having a conversation with others.

I wish I could. But I am not such a forthcoming parson...

But I am trying to be

need to change myself right now
see myself from a different point of view

If I could change myself to be a more sociable person, I think I can enjoy my life more than ever.

peace


above picture is the Statue of Liberty